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So I have some bad news guys. So I just learned today that my dad is being laid off from his job because "they decided he didn't fit what they want in the position he had and wanted to go another direction". Basically he was costing them too much and they wanted to put someone younger and less money in that position. Now lucky they are paying his salary for another 4 months so he can find another job, and this isn't the first time he's lost his job in my lifetime so I know he'll find another one.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just affect you. They affect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up.

I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, I’m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care. Let's see who actually read all of it.

For anyone that feels this way 😢💜
Could 1 friend, please copy and repost (not share)? We are trying to demonstrate that someone's always listening.
#SuicideAwareness 1-800-273-8255, Britain: www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/…


For the love of god this is accurate to what would happen. I'm absolutely serious when I say I'm always here if you need me guys. Please please please! Never believe no one will listen or will ever care to listen to your problems because I will listen to you, and I will care about you, and I will worry about you, and I will cry for you. You will always have someone to turn to even if you think you don't because there's always someone who cares.
I found this like 4 months ago on Facebook and I wanted to share it but I couldn't find it again and thanks to 13BatScorpion95 I can finally post this.
Stay strong guys

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Feral's Guardian Angels
This is my birthday present to my new lil sis, Feral-Spirits, happy birthday! A while back she called me and Jess her guardian angels for helping her and for being there for her with the stuff she's been and is going through. We both love you Feral and we'll be right there for you, always. :doublehug: revamp 
Jess: JesslerChip
Feral: Feral-Spirits
Peter: Me
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GreatNonchalantDust
Peter the Bear
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Just another weird dude on the internet who loves almost all forms of art and history.
I'm always open if you need someone to talk to.

Currently Studying Social Studies Education

YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCdlZb…
Discord: please note me if you want to know

Would die without this wolf and fox:
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64thBase-U2Ft Featured By Owner 2 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
YOU HAVE BEEN (SNOW LEOPARD) HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're love
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GreatNonchalantDust Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
That's one
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TheMercenary04 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're love
 
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Artlessman64 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
OU HAVE BEEN HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're love

forever and always, A.I.M.Heart 
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GreatNonchalantDust Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
what if I don't have 10 friends I'm willing to hug?
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Artlessman64 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
lol you don't have to have 10 friends dude (it doesn't have to be by the book)
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GreatNonchalantDust Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
ok
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imaginativegenius099 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I would like to thank you for liking my Brother Bear illustration, I really appreciate it.
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GreatNonchalantDust Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem, you're a good artist and I love that movie. Keep up the good work!
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Feral-Spirits Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well. Everything is ok per say. He's hung over badly. Im having a serious talk with my parents tonight. He can't keep drinking his sorrows away, he threw up a ton and it scared me to death. College finished early and he had about 5 beers maybe more so my dad will try to look after him at school
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